Queen of Drama

Thursday, December 28, 2006;

yesterday we had rehearsals at suntec. and the stage is soo damn small...we cld only use the entended part of the stage lah. so anyway...the first rehearsal was soo darn messy.the second one was WORSEE. only for me lahh. instead of running out at the back of the stage i ran down the stairs at the front.haha...and i didnt know where the backstage stairs was so i didnt know how to join the rest for the finale part.i looked like a freakin clownn lahh.how embarrassing!!!..its sad how i always make a fool of myself. god..i hope things turn out well today and i wont embarrass myself again. if this time things like that happen i swear i have to migrate.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry.

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.

You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so...I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.

I cry and I weep... Because of you...
6:04 PM

this month has been a really useless one esp the last few week. so i guess i shall talk abt my few happy moments i had during this horrible period of my life. well my ogl camp was quite fun lah but then again..i was waiting for it to end.ha...that was becos i was really tired and i hate changing in sch. so anyway..mass dance is pretty fun lah but everytime when they start to teach the steps , some of us had to go prepare all the games which was basically filling up water bombs cos we're games attached. i soo wish we werent attached to games. dance is soo much more fun! but to be fair enough the games are fun lah but filling up water bombs isnt. so after dance ..it was games. and the weather ahh. rained the wholeee day so we had to play in the rain. so after getting drenched,had lunch and played games again. and got dreched again. the pool was soo fun lah.this ragu and shanon ah kept pushing me under water .that;s cos i kept throwing water bombs at them when they were playing the other games. it was boring lah being station masters so what to do..had to entertain myself by doing that. haha...so after all that we had to bathe. and gross lahh...i always hated the bathing part during camps. but esp in this sch lah. there were 2 cockroaches running arnd in the toilet we were assigned to bathe in lah...ewww right!! so we crashed other toilets and had to share 1 miserable hose. then it was dinner. dinner was pretty nice since there were satay!=)having meals with ragu was interesting lah since he always has a greattt apetite.haha...the song singing session we had was kinda emotional for me i guess. it kept bringing me memories of someone. but anyway...i liked it. after that we had night games and anisa and i were station masters for 1 game and only 3 families came to our station. we kept hoping noone else wld come so that we can continue our convo.haha...and the 2nd worst thing abt camps after the bathing issue is the sleeping part. so uncomfortable and it was soo cold lah. only ended up having 1 hr or so of sleep .and there was a firedrill at 5am.haizz...and after camp we had dance somemore.how tiring. but after everything the day didnt end well for me. so i guess the happy moments were during the camp only.

I cry and I weep... Because of you...
5:35 PM

Sunday, December 24, 2006;

its has been a really long time since i updated this blog. i'm gettin kinda sick of it actually but i only decided to write this entry to thank my friends who were there for me when i needed them. anisa,ram,jun, shaza,faiz,baduroon, vaish , kanch and the rest i havent mentioned..thanks guys for being a comfort to me. love u guyss alot=) anyway...these past few days i've realised the importance of my friends. they're the ones who'll always be there to share ur joy and ur pain..thanks again guys.

I cry and I weep... Because of you...
4:55 AM

Monday, December 11, 2006;

Violets are blue,

'N' every color, brings remnants of you,

Reach up and touch what you can feel,

Captivated, so surreal,

Drowning inside,

Of your soul that runs so deep,

As I'm lying here beside you,

Infatuated, I'm so weak

had fun with u today jai.haha..*winkss*=)

I cry and I weep... Because of you...
5:09 AM

Tuesday, December 5, 2006;

yesterday anisa, vaish and i went to vivo before dance. we wanted to buy christmas presents lah. so met them at harbour front arnd 11 sth. vaish was telling us abt this 40 sth yr old man who tried to hook her up at the mrt station.so gross lah.after walking for a pretty long time we realised we were walking the wrong direction.so we went all the way back. then at vivo we walked and walk and walked arnd the WHOLE vivo trying to find the right shop to buy what we planned to. then we came across this 'make ur own bear' shop. quite cute lah cos u can choose ur own stuffing s and clothes and all that. and the bear has its own birth certificate. and if u lose the bear right they can trace where it's located cos there's this barcode in the bear. madness right.haha...anyway...we wound up buying nth lah. now i've realised that vivo is only gd for shopping for clothes but only if u're loaded. such a waste of time. jurong point is still better for budget ppl.ahah....

then after that went to sch for dance=(

I cry and I weep... Because of you...
8:03 PM

Sunday, December 3, 2006;

Dear Shaza,

I just wanted to let you know,

That I've been thinking about ya lately.

And since we've been apart,

I wanna let you know,

That I miss you girl,I miss you girl.

Well it's been months since i last saw you,

It might sound crazy but I count the days.

I miss the little things that we used to do,

And those are the things that I liked about you.

And now you're gone I don't know what to do.

I miss you girl, I miss you girl

Well I wake up in the morning and get ready for school,

Combin' my hair, trying to look cool.

But I looked in the mirror and I said to myself,

Why did you have to be in a different school?

I miss you girl, I miss you girl

Well as time goes on its easy to see,

That you were my true friend.

I don't know how to say it you know its true,

Cuz most of the time i think about you.

Cuz you're on my mind every minute of the day,

And now its time to you hear me say

I miss you girl, I miss you girl

Well the hols have come, i wanna see you again.

I hope we meet,my dear friend.

See you soon

HAHAH! i bet ur ego is like exploding now lah!! see how sweet i am!! i changed the lyrics lah!cos it was abt a girl crushing on this boy.hahaha...but i think it still sounds like i'm in love with u! well...i'm not ah..very hard to change it so much!haha....now do u know how sweet i am. i kept my word.u wanted this post to be abt u and here it is!hahaha...LOVESS

I cry and I weep... Because of you...
4:19 AM